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היי וברוכות הבאות לווידויים של דפוקה בת ארבעים ומשהו, הפודקאסט לכל אישה שתוהה איך לעזאזל היא הגיעה לכאן, ולמה החיים שלה לא נראים בדיוק כמו שהיא דמיינה אותם. הוא מיועד לכל מי שאי פעם הסתכלה על החיים שלה וחשבה שכל זה פשוט לא היה חלק מהתוכנית. כל מי שעדיין מנסה נואשות להבין מה קורה פה לעזאזל בזמן שכולן סביבה מכינות בראוניז ללא גלוטן.

לפני רגע היה לנל הכול. ארוס נאה, עסק מצליח, חיים נעימים. אבל בגיל ארבעים ומשהו היא גרה בחדר שכור בבית של מישהו אחר, מובטלת, ורווקה, שוב. עכשיו היא צריכה לנסות להדביק את הפער: כל החברות שלה נשואות, אימהות לילדים, נשות קריירה מצליחות מטבחים שהשיש במטבח שלהן תמיד מבריק.

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צעד אחר צעד נל חוזרת לחיים. היא מוצאת עבודה בתור כותבת הספדים, מייצרת חברויות לא צפויות, מקליטה פודקאסט מצליח בעילום שם, ומגלה שאף פעם לא מאוחר להתחיל מחדש.

אלכסנדה פוטר הבריטית כתבה ספרים רבים שכיכבו בטבלאות רבי המכר. וידויים של דפוקה בת ארבעים ומשהו תורגם לעשרות שפות, נמכר ביותר ממיליון עותקים ועובד לסדרת טלוויזיה מצליחה.

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